Giano: Viewing the world

so its been a long time since i started blogging. when i began thinking of this blog, i just sort of wanted to map out things in my mind. because lately ive decided a few things that may utterly change the course of my life.

first thing i want to map is my abstinence from the GAME.. yes. it is called THE GAME. it was life, or it used to be. countless hours spent practicing, devising strategy after strategy, beating the crap out of some opponents and sometimes(err just so i cant be too specific) get beaten as well. DOTA certainly made my afternoons. i mean it was my DAY. no day could have passed without it. and its now been 2months since ever being keenly glued to the monitor. i miss those days, the fun pressure.

So why give it up? i guess im at the crossroad of my life. well many crossroads, but let me just say this is a one worth noting.

so ive taken debate seriously. not that i didnt take it seriously before. i did, i compete with full spirit. although typically not too prepared, nor did i really take into account winning something, for me honestly, it was all about competing. and competing with fun. which is why everytime i step into that debate room, im quite anxious who im up against.

dont take me wrong, i have the greatest respects for my opponents and team mates. but i never took things as i see now. Reading a Debater Review  from mpdu forums. hmm.. i guess my "debate vision" which i fondly call now, my super powers( haha.. baloon my head.. kidding) was just confined to that debate room. i never really saw beyond that.

and as i look back, and as i encounter many great debaters. and if i could single out there qualities. i guess it was there uncanny vision. there vision beyond each debate. there accounts to strive, exert effort. have fun of course but learn from it and be better.

Now that i look at it. i guess, im i was given a chance to grow. unfortunatley i never really took it in. i guess i was just lucky. or maybe because i still learned to enjoy a part of my career. now i guess its time to take this a step further.

now its pressure packed. now its just like THE GAME. its prepping up, devising strategy, doing your best, having fun and yes winning.

Im aiming to win. and i aim to win it all. as much as i put all my efforts into.
a road of uncertainty, and Great competitors along my way. but ill be ready.

this is Debate.

this is THE GAME…

wow.. hehehe.. tried to make it a lil bit dramatic.. hehe.. okiez..

So This was at the PIDC, im starting to evolve? i wish.. hehe

"And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."

and you feel this more often, everytime you cross boundaries.. beyond mountains..