Giano: Viewing the world

i viewed the film again, beautiful i may say. the values of education and the importance of camraderie and that sense of responsibilty, not just to ones self. but to others.

there was a quote in the film, i traced it. turns out it came from Marriane Willamsons Book, Return to Love. the quote is really nice.

"Our deepest  fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves,  who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented
and fabulous? 
Actually, who are you not to be?  You are a child of God.

Your playing small doesn’t serve the world.
There’s nothing  enlightened about shrinking so that

other people won’t feel insecure around you.
We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.

It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give

other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others."

ive had this tussle with my emotions lately, i contemplated. dug deep. found out the selfishness in me, and the realities of understanding and loving, that both are not seperate, it is not enough to be attracted or to feel warmth in being, yet when we begin to truly love we also have to understand, this is not passive patience, but resilient faith in an ever growing foundation. after this realization, although i dare not say that i have reached this, i am gradually learning, i came across khalil gibrans quote, truly struck the very cord in me.

"When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and
you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is
giving you joy. When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and
you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been
your delight.
"

pain is never the measure, yet you would really ask yourself if the person youre loving does not affect you to such extents. in all sensibilities, allowing the person to make you smile is quite the same as allowing the person to cause you sorrow, this seems a tight relation. when we begin to allow that some one that ability, we begin to accept the realities of a relationship. pain is never the measure, its only there to remind us how valuable the truths of joy could be.

"It was but  yesterday we met in a dream.
You have sung to me in my aloneness,
and I of your longings have built a tower in the sky.

But now our sleep has fled and our dream is over,

and it is no longer dawn.
The noontide is upon us and our half waking
has turned to fuller day,
and we must part. 
If in the twilight of memory we should meet once more,

we shall speak  again together
and you shall sing to me a deeper song.
And if our hands should meet in another dream
we shall build  another tower in the sky."

the utmost continuity of an undying expression. this world teaches us of the practicalities in life, yet it does not restrict us from being ideal, when we feel that such ideals of Hope and unwaivering Love still exists, there is no reason for us to doubt that these things are quite possible.

“Faith
is not simply a patience that passively suffers until the storm is
past. Rather, it is a spirit that bears things - with resignations,
yes, but above all, with blazing, serene hope.”

again, i cant wait for 300, this is gonna be an amazing movie.

ive viewed the comic book, and if everything goes right the adaptation will be superb.

Before this battle is over, the world will know that few stood against many.

im just dying to get this film shown on the big screen, ive scanned the comic which it was adapted. really awesome.. my type of movie…

A
NEW age is begun. An age of GREAT DEEDS, an age of REASON. An age of
JUSTICE. An age of LAW. And ALL WILL KNOW that THREE HUNDRED SPARTANS
gave their LAST BREATH to DEFEND it.” –Leonidas

its been uncertain lately… anyway. to ease my pain, i recalled this song. this one, quite dear to my heart. the first one i ever played on the guitar and finished the whole piece. this time, i really feel the thoughts of this song, i used to sing this. now i guess im doing it again..

BARELY BREATHING: DUNCAN SHEIK.

I know what you’re doing,

I see it all to clear

I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears

You really had me going, wishing on a star

But the black holes that surround you are heavier by far

I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn

Well it must have been that yesterday was the day that I was born

There’s not much to examine, there’s nothing left to hide

You really can’t be serious if you have to ask me why

I say good-bye…

‘Cause I am barely breathing

And I can’t find the air

I don’t know who I’m kidding

Imagining you care

And I could stand here waiting

A fool for another day

But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, worth the price

The price that I would pay

Everyone keeps asking, what’s it all about?

I used to be so certain and I can’t figure out

What is this attraction? I only feel the pain

There’s nothing left to reason and only you to blame Will it ever change?

‘Cause I am barely breathing

And I can’t find the air

I don’t know who I’m kidding

Imagining you care

And I could stand here waiting

A fool for another day

But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, worth the price

The price that I would pay

But I’m thinking it over anyway…

I’ve come to find

I may never know

Your changing mind

Is it friend or foe?

I rise above

Or sink below

With every time

You come and go

Please don’t come and go

‘Cause I am barely breathing

And I can’t find the air

I don’t know who I’m kidding

Imagining you care

And I could stand here waiting

A fool for another day

But I don’t suppose it’s worth the price, worth the price

The price that I would pay

But I’m thinking it over anyway

darn……

this has been a surprise.
for suddenly i saw you there, through that crowd, the four walls.
forget that line of it being first sight, forget that notion of it being forever.
it was sudden, it was real….

and now pass this time, roll forward to this place, to be with you. how i wish i could define grace.
beyond sensation, besides attraction, i begin to understand. if we wish to reach close the Emotions of Great. then we must be patient. and grow in each others arms….

a tight embrace was all it was, but that sign of trust was more than much.
take my hand, walk with me. across this surface. ill be with you….