Giano: Viewing the world

Featured Post. A Hallow Story. no it aint holy, just empty i guess, although i never can differ the all hallows day(which in christian values dictate the saints and holy people.) anyway, besides dogmatic terms. the title is something of no actual sense. hehe… just read the story.


HALLOWEEN  STORY
Police arrested Malcolm Davidson, a 27 year old white male, resident of
      White Plains, NY, in a pumpkin patch at 11:38pm Friday. Davidson will be
      charged with lewd and lascivious behavior, public indecency,and public
      intoxication at the County courthouse on Monday.
      The suspect allegedly stated that as he was passing a pumpkin patch, he
      decided to stop. "You know, a pumpkin is soft and squishy inside, and
      there was no one around here for miles. At least I thought there wasn’t"
      he stated in a phone interview from the County courthouse jail.
      Davidson went on to state that he pulled over to the side of the road,
      picked out a pumpkin that he felt was appropriate to his purposes, cut a
      hole in it, and proceeded to satisfy his alleged "need".
      "I guess I was just really into it, you know?" he commented with evident
      embarrassment.
      In the process, Davidson apparently failed to notice the White Plains
      police car approaching and was unaware of his audience until officer
      Brenda Taylor approached him. "It was an unusual situation, that’s for
      sure" said officer Taylor. "I walked up to (Davidson) and he’s…just
      working away at this pumpkin."
      
      Taylor went on to describe what happened when she approached Davidson. "I
      just went up and said, ‘Excuse me sir, but do you realize that you are
      screwing a pumpkin?’ He got real surprised, as you’d expect, and then
      looked me straight in the face and said, ‘A pumpkin!? Damn…is it
      midnight already?’"

now it aint that funny.. but heck.. just wanted to post something.. hehe… Happy Halloween..

back again on the drawing board. its a non progressing afternoon. nothing interesting has happened. i watched MIAMI VICE on DVD. it was a pretty good movie, the dimensions on which it tackled the risks of under cover operatives, and the dangerous fibers of mulit-national drug schemes.. well so much for that, after watching it, back to the real world, dull for today, not much happens. its about to rain, at least a weather change,

Tolkiens works are of a most inspiring piece. from the development of mythopoetry and the creation of language based literature tolkiens concept of Language as the creation of stories. tales of elves, men and dwarves, the burning of the shadows, unforging pasts and relentless evil. this have been finely crafted into marvelous stories of intertwining pieces from Silmalirion, the Hobbit and the Lord of the Rings. Now im not gonna type those stuff in. in appreciation to the marvelous works, behind the genius or master of lore. ive collected a few Tolkien Sayings. an inspiring author.

Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens.

“There is nothing like looking, if you want to find
something. You certainly usually find something, if you look, but it is
not always quite the something you were after.”

“I do not love the bright sword for it’s sharpness,
nor the arrow for it’s swiftness, nor the warrior for his glory. I love
only that which they defend”

“Let him not vow to walk in the dark, who has not seen the darkness fall.”

Many
that live deserve death. And some die that deserve life. Can you give
it to them? Then be not too eager to deal out death in the name of
justice, fearing for your own safety. Even the wise cannot see all ends.

“The Road goes ever on and on down from the door
where it began. Now far ahead the Road has gone, and I must follow, if
I can, pursuing it with eager feet, until it joins some larger way
where many paths and errands meet. And whither then? I cannot say.”

evidently tolkiens wisdom is the pursuit of unending courage. not to blindly look at danger. but in the very needs of it, accept fear, yet still commit to the pursuit. there is a shining light at every end of darkness. even the vastness of the galaxies posses this light.
 

hope lies in the uncertainty of chances.
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand.
May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the
strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism.
Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be
there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others
to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm
smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as
receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending.

in response to the previous post. i browsed up some neat books. quoted a few lines from them. these are not answers, but they try to occupy that vast empty space of questions.

You’ll discover that real love is millions of miles past falling in love with anyone or anything. When you make that one effort to feel compassion instead of blame or self-blame, the heart opens again and continues opening.

Enthusiasm created from the heart is the spirit of the matter. It ignites your
whole system so there’s no drag, no resistance, no thoughts like "Do I have
to?" coming from the head to sabotage the power of your surrender.

"Perfect love is rare indeed - for to be a lover will require that you continually
have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity
of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint,
the tolerance of the scholar and the fortitude of the certain."

Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone.- C.S lewis

Trouble is part of your life — if you don’t share it, you don’t give the
person who loves you a chance to love you enough.

The world is too dangerous for anything but truth and too small for anything
but love.
We can never really love anybody with whom we never laugh.
Love is in the giver, not the gift.

The most wonderful of all things in life, I believe, is the discovery of another
human being with whom one’s relationship has a glowing depth, beauty, and joy
as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings
is a most marvelous thing, it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately
wishing for it. It is a sort of Divine accident.

Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.

i guess thats it. surely filled up a couple of spaces.

I love thee, I love but thee
With a love that shall not die
Till the sun grows cold,
And the stars grow old…

9:00pm. i suddenly had the urge to blog. i feel sad today. a lingering feeling. i shouldnt be sad. but i am. manic depression. i dont think so. perhaps a slight ’sigh’. ive been breathing deep from time to time, not that i have some current respiratory problem. its a fledging feeling. it flanks in. and flanks out. its a border between getting depressed and expecting something good. a day with reason but has remaining questions that i know i may never answer. i hope this passes out soon.

oh the mysteries of human emotion. continually understanding it, but realizing the end line is just to feel through it.

i guess thats it, would have poured something out, ill just keep it to myself.

7 days since i laid my eyes on her… the longing is still here, but i think its grown mature. its not an  anxious wait, but a patient understanding. I grow under my own. she grows under her own. and when i see her again. it will definitely be a warm welcome..

im just posting some stuff, ive got nothing to do. this would be my output for a couple of days. i feel like typing.. The Knight and his Princess.. (courtesy of her..)

I don’t believe that emotions should be related to identities. I feel the same. If I’m in love with someone, even
if I don’t know how it’ll turn out to be maybe good and bad doesn’t
matter to me anymore. Maybe it’s something that can’t be forgiven, but
I believe that nobody can say that loving somebody is wrong. Is this a
strange concept?

so ive browsed over some quotes. not my own though, i wish i could have written them. but the quotes are ok. and typically heart warming.

"You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can
still remember dreaming? That’s where I’ll always love you,
That’s where I’ll be
waiting." -Peter Pan

"I’d rather spend a lifetime with you then to live all the ages of this world alone."
-Lord of the Rings

"And even though I know how very far apart we are, it helps to think
we might be wishing on the same bright star. And when the night winds
start to sing a lonesome lullaby, it helps to think we’re sleeping
underneath the same big sky. Somewhere out there, if love can see us
through then, we’ll be together … Somewhere out there, out where
dreams, come true."
- American Tales

"…I just don’t understand how God would let us meet, if there is no way for us to be together…"
-City of Angels

"You will never know love unless you surrender to it."

"A name makes no matter to me, as long as I can call you my own."
-A Knights Tale

"And remember, as it was written, to love another person is to see the face of God."
-Les Miserables

it should never burden us, it should even enhance our being. life through love is life. life without it, worst than the end of death itself.

when we love, for that moment, we take a peek at eternity.

they said friday the 13th would be a bad day, i never felt close to that… this was a fine day. a good day.. an amazing one..

have you ever had that 1st hug, that cuddle up from the stars.

missing her is like bitter sweet..
she just made my day.
but made me miss her the hardest. when do i see her again. i wish i could fast forward the days..

the day ends. but i feel as if the sun still shining inside. this feels like one of them movies. err. chick flicks. hehe.. you recall the day, a great musical score on the background. (today its "lost in your eyes") and i think about her again. those lovely eyes. heaven sent smile and sweet sounding voice. you ask yourself. do you deserve this? of all the people. do you? well of course, perhaps…

ill just take this a day at a time. im feeling the moment. each hug, each kiss and each memory. and in the end, smile and look back…… Thank God for this..