Giano: Viewing the world

oh here it is again… a dull afternoon on restday…. of course i want to go out and rid my distress.. but i wouldnt take the chance of coming home late again and missing my good 8hour sleep… these days ive learned to value the comforts of being in bed… never have i been a sleep hog up until early last december.. the changing sleep schedules…

now concerning my blog,
oh just sharing some thoughts….

now supposed this, lets just take it in an analogy.. that you liked(err.. loved) have some admiration. for this one person(err.. object, thing.. just to hide some differences.. hehe) and you know that same person feels exactly the same… but she has a commitment, err.. agreement… er treaty?? with someone else… would you go out of common boundaries of society, and risk yourself?..

Even the Animal Kingdom has somerules concerning mate stealers( lets not go further on the mate thing…) its not breaking the household… i wounldnt (err.. you wouldnt..) go that far.. its not about marriage.. or still that wouldnt change a thing…  Lions in utmost pride fight over there PRIDE(constitutes the group female lions plus the Grown male..) but hey that would be down out far fetched… male Lions once winning the battle.. get to have not only One… but a bunch(4-6..) of females…

anyhow.. getting ahead of myself… ive sort of carry this utmost respect for other people… no matter how much you find to burden your being, its that respect for others that stands in the center of your situation…

now to add a few more details, supposed that said agreement.. pact.. treaty.. seal weakens.. and goes on the situation where in both of you are now on the same actual standard(single..) would you JUMP.. like stealthy tiger that has always been observing his prey.. bad analogy.. Like a joyful lover awaiting something that has always been given to him… but he has never took.. out the sheer respect of a previous commitment.. and now that both of them have the chance… will they live another life… form another bond… will that previous agreement she made.. still stand in the middle of the situation, or will it take the back seat and slowly depart the situation that both of them create…

ive got to find a way.. to do something much more positive than writing these blogs to rid the afternoon dull…

some one has got to make these naruto downloads faster…. supposed i licensed my limewire… hehe… $9.54 ?? no way….

I gave this one some serious thinking… out of sheer laziness.. and a lame excuse to do something while waiting for the afternoon to pass… or something close to that state.. i decided to try and spot some ideas of whats left of my burdened brain..

1st spot… ive never realized how much time it takes to read the LOTR silmalirion… oh gee.. and how tolkien seems to resolve some issues concerning creation dogma, and some twisted poetry… and when i mean twisted.. its the mixed up  arrangement of  common english words.. err.. mixed up with some elvish splits… damn… but hey, its an interesting piece… literally interesting…

2nd spot… more on books… ive never been a book reader… last time i passed by some books they were a bit short… but the 2 books ive just re-read(red) where THE ALCHEMIST, a bit a passed out to some, but you sort of cherish some good old values.. and coehlo’s trademark "gee.. that sort of hit the heart" make shift lines of wisdom… and BY THE RIVER PIEDRA I SAT DOWN AND WEPT… literally alternative form of a love story, bypassing some concerns on religion, and conveying the message of true form a love… yup re-read(red) them…

3rd Spot… NARNIA…. c.s lewis version depicts the bible in such a suttle way… Really… if youve read(red) the 7 short books… ITS like revelation in front of you.. anyhow.. the purpose of why i thought about this, its such a nice story… im not going to spoil anything.. its never healthy being a spoiler… in terms of me being new in this book reading stuff, ive bit by bit realized the joys of reading…

so in sum… im ive just finished the afternoon.. and my naruto download is complete.. a pretty nice way to kill, some time… hehe…